From Girlfriend to Healer
I was dating a man suffering from severe premature ejaculation. I found myself shifting roles from girlfriend to healer, as I helped him to function with confidence again.
Although we were dating, Eddie kept asking me for a session. I didn't like it. I just wanted to get to know him and for us to grow as a couple. I wanted him to get to know Charmaine the woman first - not as the Reverend Goddess. He kept hounding me about it, and eventually I gave in. I told him he would be charged for the session and treated like a regular client. He agreed and I scheduled him.
At the beginning of the session I expressed my discomfort. He said he understood but really wanted to try it out. I did the tantric massage and there it was:
Eddie was such a severe premature ejaculator that even before I could stroke his full erection, he'd orgasmed.
I understood then why he'd wanted the session. Eddie had covered his face. He couldn't look me in the eyes.
After the session, we talked. It was clear he needed my help. I asked him why he hadn't told me straight out about his problem when he was begging for sessions earlier.
He told me, "I had hoped that the massage would make it better."
"Eddie," I said, "this is pretty serious and massage would do you no good at this point. The choice you have to make now concerns us: if you choose to have sexual counseling, we could no longer date. There's no other way it could be."
"Could you just try?" he asked me.
"No," I answered.
Eddie decided. "Okay, I've changed so much of my life for the better. Everything is pretty much perfect, except for this. I need your help."
"Fine," I said. I scheduled him for his next session.
He had ten sessions, and progressed from barely being able to be touched, to lasting and lasting with a strong erection during intercourse.
Eddie did wonderfully, eventually met a woman and is now in a loving relationship that is sexually healthy. He often thanks me.
When I reflected on Eddie back then, knowing I'd be working therapeutically with him, I thought about what a beautiful cock he had. The irony was the tease it would be to anyone that was with him - beautiful, but not working properly. And then, double the irony, I realized: I don't get to have any of that nice cock either!
You can't always be who you want to be for someone - but you can always be just who you are.
I often wonder about the opportunities and situations that come about in my work. I can't help but pray that I've made the right choices, regardless of the outcome at the time. Sexual energy and love are very important to everyone. I am here and have an ability to love on so many levels.
Goddess grant me the erotic spirit to know what I can change and what I cannot.
Goddess Blessings