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I couldn't even say the word 'God' ten years ago and here I am writing a book about making love with God. For me God had always been something to fear. God was a man in the clouds waiting for me to do something wrong, yet I found joy in singing songs to God in my evening prayers. I found a deep connection between music and spirituality, but somewhere God was waiting for me to do something wrong. Then I would experience his wrath. God was always something outside of myself.
In my search to deepen spirituality in my life I found other words to represent a higher consciousness: great spirit, the universe, goddess, mother earth. It wasn't until I found Tantra that I healed my separation from God and the guilt surrounding my sexuality. Suddenly sex was something to be celebrated. Orgasm was a time of sublime connection to spirit. With my guilt lifted and God fully integrated into my heart I was able to see glimpses of God in others. During the workshops we would soul gaze. This is where you look into another person’s eyes and watch the mask dissolve. Outside of the workshop I began to walk around saying to myself, ‘that person is God and that person is God’, and before I knew it I was surrounded by God. The interconnectedness of it all astounded me. I am God. You are God. We are just pieces of God choosing different experiences. If the name ‘God’ make you feel uncomfortable, notice your discomfort, and if you wish substitute Goddess, Spirit or whatever word you feel most comfortable with.
This book is the story of a true awakening within me. I have been called to heal the human race through sexuality. Allow these writings to help bring you to an understanding about the spiritual ecstasy that can exist within sacred sexuality. The exercises in this book will allow you to experience what I and many others have experienced through this practice. This book came through me to be guide for those who wish to take their relationships to a deeper level. I invite you to explore with me. This is uncharted territory for many people. One could get lost in deep space, but that’s okay too.
My intention is to bring the element of spirituality to relationship. Your relationship can be your spiritual path to enlightenment. After years of studying Tantra, Taoist Sexuality, Alternative Relationships, and Holistic Health, I feel that I have found my true path of awakening not only myself but others. I am a Dakini - a Tantric Priestess of ancient India, timeless, immortal, angelic, one who has co-existed since the beginning with Spiritual Energy. Love is my usual domain. Dakinis increase the level of erotic pleasure for their lovers by helping them focus on a non-physical state of spiritual joy while enjoying physical sexuality at the same time. This book is infused with that Spiritual Energy that will transform and awaken the Dakini or Daka within you.
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